Hello ppl, Long time no blog sia.. bad bad.. haha
Recently i sense i have changed.. However, this change i hope is positive, been more enthusiastic about my work. Not sure why but it has cause me to over work... causing harm to my group mates... they totally have no idea how far i had speed up casting them behind.. which cause them to be such stark contrast in the sense that they are behind time while i m ahead of time.During consultation my teacher was like "Vincent, keep quiet" as i was doing the answering and they couldn't answer. It was my fault.. As prior to the meeting i did the work i did not really brief them on what i had done, that really cause them marks i guess.. now such remorse bug me.. but what is over.. lesson learnt.. if u wan to do more work.. be sure not make ur team mate look bad, for they din deserve it one bit.
On a lighter note(irony), so many random ppl came in my life made me laugh. like for example, there was this auntie in the train. After i boarded the train during the rush hour. She squeeze thru everyone just to get to the position that i have easily achieved due to the side of the door i boarded from( the dover station has its door entry on the other side.). For a brief moment it made me think that is another life lesson, Then her next action was the funny part... She took a plastic bag lay on the floor then put her bag over it(to prevent her bag from getting dirty from the spotless clean floor) :S then proceed on removing a detachable chair from a bag and piece it together and sat on it. everyone was like snickering i to have to admit am guilty of it. She then took out yarns of string and started knitting, ignorant to the reactions around her. Then started to think, how can she be so careless of wad the world thinks of her and do thing that put her in the state of ridicule. Then i put myself to her perspective the gloating vanished, only to have sadness filling that void.
We find that her actions being funny was because it was out of the norm, the norm being depicted by society. We have been inculcated with values as it advances the values have gotten more superficial. It is imprinted in us that being kiasu is bad, doing things make us look outstanding in certain ways bad. What has the auntie done to deserve mocking when she was just solving a long standing( when i say standing i mean literally haha) problem with just a simple solution.(our mrt have lack of seats, so many ppl are fighting teeth and nail for it. yet no one wants to solve with their own methods for fear of being mock.) And her knitting shld not have been something funny. i guess as many were snickering/mocking, the truth that she was just maximizing her time, on the train we have nothing to do we turn to our devices or sleep. yet this time could be time of productiveness yet we are wasting it. This again shows that how we do not value time, true the older generations have been thru more things than us to fully appreciate our time but does it mean we need to go thru daunting times of war and hatred and distrust to find that time is precious? i myself also am guilty of it, even as i'm typing this post i am wasting time... i guess this life lesson god have shown me and made me realize that time is short.. or perhaps the end is near? haha the big hoo haa wif the end being near.. i mean everything has a start and an end.. why everyone is so worried about it, not like your gonna be alone... There is nothing to fear except fear itself..and god :)
Shall end off such another retarded post.. haha. god bless
Kuanz :)
